Chen-ou Liu's Translation Project: First English-Chinese Haiku and Tanka Blog

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Saturday, March 21, 2026

An Immigrant Poet's Reflection on Writing the Suffering of Others

"Merely to say, to see and say, things 
as they are,” grows loud ... and louder in a corner of my mind as moonlight slants through the study window.

[decades-long
inhuman occupation compressed]
to one-day attacks
reponding with the red glow
of missiles in Gaza's night sky

this endless loop:
October 7, October 7 ...
[and yet
the decades BEFORE
and the day AFTER] bloodshedding

each bombed-out house:
an album with no photos
but with people
living, wounded and dead
pressed between its pages

anything new
under Gaza's smeared sun?
smoky rubble
beyond smoky rubble, and yet
again smoky rubble

I etch each pain with a borrowed tongue, then every word becomes a betrayal; but all the silence will turn into a heart wound. Turning my gaze from writing, then looking out the window at the moon, its fullness, I mutter, "what is the use of useless poetry when it cannot stop the killing?"

Tuesday, September 23, 2025

Writing Life Tanka

using alphabets
not ideograms, I write life
into existence ...
how long will these footprints
remain in the snow of time

Saturday, October 12, 2024

A Makeover

oh, you speak well
where are you really from?
behind the fence
my neighbor, a native speaker
of the weasel language 

this dream loop,
a moment in Taipei
then next in Ajax ...
mental quicksand where
the past drowns the present

another round
of armed conflict in the news
as a new year starts
I ponder the endings
in my immigrant life

Ribbons, 20:2, Autumn/Winter 2024

Monday, August 19, 2024

Exile Tanka

Mother once sighed,
you've spoken English for too long
you might forget me ...
exiled for years, I can't recall
which language I dream in

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

Stacking Doll of Evasions Tanka

this immigrant life   
a stacking doll of evasions...  
to mom’s phone call  
I respond, “eat well, work hard  
save more and sleep fine” in English  

Saturday, September 23, 2023

Life-Dream Expanse Tanka

one night I’m in Ajax            
the next I’m in Taipei ...
these leaps 
of time, space and language
across this life-dream expanse 

Ribbons, 19:2, Spring/Summer 2023

FYI: This is the concluding tanka of my tanka set, "An Immigrant in the Homeland of Dreams."

Saturday, September 2, 2023

Departure Door Tanka

the departure door
closed between mother and me ...
fifteen years later
surging waves, one continent
and English separate us

Saturday, April 1, 2023

The Price of Speaking English

When my father's coworker drove him to the ER with back pain, the doctor sent him home with an adhesive heat patch. Weeks later, he felt as if his back was being stabbed with a dagger.

Armed with English, my borrowed tongue for ten years, I took my father back to the ER.  The doctor asked questions, ran tests, asked further questions, then returned days later with a diagnosis and a thorough explanation. My father was sent to the oncology ward.

Nothing was unusual about this. My stoic father and I have experienced similar situations after settling in this land of opportunity. There's a price to pay for everything. 

these first weeks
a mere blur to me . . .
slant of moonlight
on father's bed 
I sit in grief unspoken 

Sunday, March 5, 2023

Ache Tanka

an ocean away
Mother asks, have you eaten yet?
in Chinese ...
the ache of my native tongue
overshadowed by English

Gusts, 35, Spring/Summer 2022

Saturday, November 12, 2022

Blind Date Kyoka

a sugar cube
dropped into a cup of tea
on a blind date
my personality dissolves
in a borrowed tongue

Wednesday, October 26, 2022

Caw-Caw-Caw Tanka

crows caw-caw-caw
in the front yard maple ...
ten years of my tongue
acclimating to the way
my white neighbor speaks English


FYI: See my "To the Lighthouse," post, A Rhetoric Device, Onomatopoeia (where a word mimics the actual sound one hears)

Sunday, November 17, 2019

Selected Tanka: Accented English Tanka

my young friend
now speaks English
without an accent ...
the wu-long tea I drink
tasting so bitter

Ribbons, 12:3, Fall 2016

Thursday, September 12, 2019

Chinese Tongue Senryu

ESL class
my Chinese tongue tangled
and untangled

(note: ESL stands for English as a Second Language)

Failed Haiku, 4:41, May 2019

Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Borrowed Tongue Cherita

I stare at the ellipses

at the end of a life story
etched in a borrowed tongue

they speak of falling
into spaces untold and foreign
strike me with their longing

The Cherita, 2:5, October 2018

Friday, January 25, 2019

Selected Haibun: My First Canada Day

Sitting in my ESL teacher's living room with its wall-to-wall Persian rugs, I am enveloped by family stories and jokes. Although half the time I can only guess what's going on, I put a smile on my face and keep saying Yes, No, and I see in the right places. All of a sudden, a shriek breaks our laughter. My teacher's sons rush to the door. Slowly, we file out of the house toward the manicured front yard.

rainbow flowers
blooming in the night sky
my immigrant dream
(Note: ESL stands for English as a Second Language)

Haiku Canada Review, 9:2, October 2015

Wednesday, December 26, 2018

An Immigrant Poet

Like a Chinese coolie laboring in a foreign mine, I try hard to dig out those English words that resonate with my  thoughts of home and pent-up emotions on a moonless night. Most of the time I don’t get any pleasure from  writing, apart from those fleeting moments when I extract gold from the sands of a river that winds through this  land of ghostly memories.

writing done
I open the window
to smell the sunshine

Kokako, 29, 2018

Monday, December 17, 2018

Selected Tanka Prose: A Part, Yet Apart

"'The letter 'I' is pronounced with a large flap of the tongue. In contrast, the best way to pronounce 'r' is to move your tongue as little as possible when making the sound," my eager ESL tutor tells me from across the table. After several attempts at "alive and arrive," "flee and free." and "blight and bright," I recognize a helpless look on her face. She is twenty years younger than I with dyed blonde hair. Then, in a low voice, she says, "Sometimes,  I'm jealous of you. You speak and act like you know who you are. Hovering between two worlds, I feel pressured to be loyal to the old one while living in the new, approved of on either side of my hyphenated identity: Chinese-Canadian."

she murmurs
I'm homesick at home ...
I respond
in halting English
the past is my home

A Hundred Gourds, 4:3, June 2015

Sunday, December 2, 2018