Chen-ou Liu's Translation Project: First English-Chinese Haiku and Tanka Blog

Showing posts with label past. Show all posts
Showing posts with label past. Show all posts

Friday, July 17, 2026

To the Unknown

trapped alone
in the liminal space
between shifting present
and frozen past ...
I gaze up at departing geese

on my life journey
what might happen, what could be ...
this burden
of all the possibilities
as new snow falls on icy roads

Haiku Canada Review, 20:1, 2026

Tuesday, June 30, 2026

Drifting in White Ribbons Tanka

Re-Homing in the Maple Land, XLIII
written on Canada Day Eve

twilight mist
drifting in white ribbons
over the river ...
thoughts of staying or going
tangled in my immigrant past



FYI: This could be read as a sequel to the following gembun

Re-Homing in the Maple Land, XLII


A new life in this promised land of milk and honey, where my veil of forgetfulness drapes like a shroud.

shoppers come and go
“I used to be” in the folds
of my Walmart smile



This gembun could be read as a sequel to my tanka below:


at winter twilight
should have, could have, would have
are a boulder
rolling down the hill of life
I push it up, and yet ...

Gusts, 39, Spring/Summer 2024


This tanka could be read as a sequel to my tanka prose below:


The Point of No Return

On the day of my emigration to Canada, a land of maple leaves and snowflakes that will eventually bury my past.

a parting
of summer clouds
mother
lets go of my hand
. . . and of my heart

Ribbons, 16:1, Winter 2020


Added: Re-Homing in the Maple Land, XLIV

a fork in the road —  
thoughts of returning
to my homeland
as a blue butterfly veers
into the narrower trail

Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Last Mile Tanka

alone, uncertain
to walk or not to walk
the last mile
to the mountain orchard, I slip
further into my migrant past

Friday, May 9, 2025

Saturday, March 15, 2025

Immigrant Past Tanka

to forget
or not to forget
my immigrant past ...
in the autumn wind
even clouds touch and part

Time Haiku, 61, 2025

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

Immigrant Past Haiku

what will remain
of my immigrant past?
footprints in the snow

Japanese translation by Hidenori Hiruta

我移民私の過去の残る物雪に残りし足跡の如

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Slave Cemetery Tanka

a rutted road
to the slave cemetery ...
an old woman
bends under the weight
of her ancestral past

German Translation by Chrysanthemum Editorial Team

eine ausgefahrene Straße
zum Sklavenfriedhof ...
eine alte Frau
beugt sich unter dem Gewicht
ihrer angestammten Vergangenheit

Tuesday, June 25, 2024

Fallen Leaf Tanka

a moment
with a fallen leaf
on the river ...
the past will be past 
in this floating life
(to William Faulkner)

Thursday, June 6, 2024

War of Ghostly Pasts Tanka

midnight thunder
deafening as metal sheets
across the sky ...
again my father fights
his war of ghostly pasts



FYI: 

War is a bloody, killing business. You’ve got to spill their blood, or they will spill yours. 

-- General George S. Patton's speech, given ahead of the Allied invasion

War is the most striking instance of the failure of intelligence to master the problem of human relationships.

-- Harry Elmer Barnes

For more, see Special Feature: "Selected Poems for Reflections on D-Day's 80th Anniversary"


Added:

the rusty door
of grandpa's backyard bunker ...
D-Day news on mute

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

Immigrant Past Tanka

long time no see
a friend I met years ago
greets me with hugs ...
my immigrant past
now a foreign country



Added: Against the Drowning Noise of Other Words, LXIV: "arsenal of democracy"

Arsenal of "Democracy"

attacks on Rafah ...
will the sound of bombings
echo, echoing
in the ears of the World
thousands of miles away

how many charred corpses
must the President witness
before his policy changes?
to the clicking of cameras
the spokesman's mouth opens, closes...

police phalanx ...
a keffiyeh-draped student
sings Fida'i
with his hands at his sides
               eyes faraway

protesters
squeezed shoulder to shoulder
thunderous chants
of Cease Fire and Hostage Deal Now
throughout Tel Aviv's night


FYI: The title alludes to Joe Biden's Oct. 19 2023 primetime address, in which he described the American arms industry in Remarkably GlOWING TERMS, noting that, “just as in World War II, today patriotic American workers are building the arsenal of democracy and serving the cause of freedom.” For more, see Salon, "Commentary," Nov. 15, 2023: "Good times for the military-industrial complex": American arms makers cashing in on conflict: But is it truly the arsenal of democracy?)

And Fida'ī" (Lit.: "Fedayeen warrior") is the national anthem of Palestine:

Warrior, warrior, warrior,
Oh my land, the land of the ancestors
Warrior, warrior, warrior,
Oh my people, people of eternity ...


The following entry could be read as a sequel to the last tanka:

Against the Drowning Noise of Other Words, X: "Let My People Go"

lingering echoes
from a sea of protesters
in Tel Aviv:
Let My People Go
Elections Now



And Haaretz, June 1: Tens of Thousands of Israelis Protest Ruling Coalition, Demand Hostage Deal Following U.S. Gaza Proposal

Police clashed with protesters in Tel Aviv; A hostage's mother said Biden delivered speech 'because he knows Netanyahu can sabotage the deal.' Hostages families led protests at cabinet members homes across Israel to convince them to accept Biden deal


AddedAgainst the Drowning Noise of Other Words, LXV: "the objectors"

The Objectors

handcuffed
blindfolded and dragged away 
by policemen
an Arab Israeli arrested
for her anti-war posts 

the White House
in the gathering dark
a lone nurse
on her hunger strike
for Gazan children


AddedRe-Homing in the Maple Land, XXII

another sunrise
after days of rain and wind
the tent cities 
grow between highrises, under bridges
along riverbanks and in parks


Added: 

the brick shack
with boarded windows
facing a graveyard
in gathering dusk
a torn-up chapbook: I AM


Added:

surging waves
come and go, come and go ...
alone again
in this motel room
I feel your presence


AddedGame Show, 2024, L

grinning ear to ear
after Manhattanhenge's glow
Trump found guilty 


FYI: Yahoo!News, May 30Trump found guilty of 34 counts of falsifying business records, becoming the first U.S. president to be convicted of criminal charges


The trial lasted a month and a half and was plenty eventful. In addition to the fiery testimonies of Daniels and Trump’s former lawyer Michael Cohen, Trump was held in contempt of court 10 times and fined $10,000 for violating a gag order against attacking people involved with the trial. 


AddedGame Show, 2024, LI

guilty or not guilty,
does it matter?
same old man's crocodile smile


FYI: American crocodiles live in coastal areas throughout the Caribbean and occur at the northern end of their range in south Florida and the Keys.

And USA Today, May 31: Trump campaign doubles previous one-day record fundraising haul after guilty verdict

Former President Donald Trump's campaign says it raised a whopping $34.8 million in small dollar donations after he was convicted Thursday on 34 felony counts in Manhattan.


AddedGame Show, 2024, LII

day after day
unrolling news after news
of the hush money trial ...
can Trump's guilty verdict 
patch up this broken world?


AddedGame Show, 2024, LIII

Lost & Found
a Mexican parrot screams
guilty, guilty ...

Tuesday, April 30, 2024

Border Checkpoint Haiku

border checkpoint
I leave my past and shadow
behind the red line

First Place, Fifth Annual Mukai Haiku Festival Awards, 2024


FYI: My haiku will be displayed on the grounds of Mukai Farm & Garden throughout late April and May.



Saturday, February 24, 2024

Ghostly Thoughts Tanka

I close my eyes
and slip into childhood ...
these ghostly thoughts
jostling one another 
on the therapist’s couch

Wednesday, February 21, 2024

Back-and-Forth Monologue Tanka

my girlfriend
peels back another layer
of the onion ...
this back-and-forth monologue
on our entangled past

Monday, December 18, 2023

Impulse Tanka

the clock's hands meet
as the last customers leave
in dim barlight
glass after glass this impulse
to drink away my past
 
Haiku Canada Review, 17:2, October 2023

Saturday, October 21, 2023

Back-and-Forth Monologue Tanka

my girlfriend
peels back another layer
of the onion ...
this back-and-forth monologue
on our entangled past

Tuesday, May 2, 2023

It is always three o'clock in the morning

day after day.

the ghostly past
lurking around the corner
of my mind ...
with a scalpel of words
I stab into its heart

However, my immigrant past is never ...dead -- gone and forgotten. It is not even past. 

Distressed and alone by the bedroom window, in the wake of a dream about a Taiwan blue magpie disappearing into the dark forest, I hear Time passing in the sound of snow.

Ribbons, 19:1, Winter 2023
(annual anthology showcasing a state-of-the-art selection of haibun, tanka prose, and haiga from journals around the world)


FYI: The following remarks are emailed to me by Tanka Prose Editor, Liz Lanigan:

A short and powerful piece of self reflection where the poet seems to be preparing themselves for an intense look-back at family history.

Love the final sentence… “I hear time passing in the sound of snow”  -- Carole Harrison.

I think you published a little masterpiece: Chen-ou Liu’s  “It is always three o’clock in the morning”. It is the piece I am copying into my journal. I don’t feel like analysis, but it’s haunting and meaningful and I love the format which is innovative I think. -- Gerry Jabobson

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Immigrant Past Tanka

leaves on leaves ...
like a coolie, I dig through
ruin upon ruin
of my immigrant past
to see if there's a future

Friday, April 21, 2023