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Saturday, April 11, 2026

Imagine, a Dreamer

just to be alive
on this dew-drenched morning
a green-leafed breeze

"I don't know a dream that's not been shattered ...," Paul Simon's voice whispers in a corner of my mind. I repeat to myself, "I'll be alright."

As snow geese unzip the morning sky, I start taking the first step of my new life journey of a thousand miles.

Thursday, February 5, 2026

The Question Not Asked Yet

for Albert Camus

charred remains 
of a woman and baby
the sky, tinged with red

Is it barbaric to write poetry during the genocide? But what else remains? A gray-haired poet mutters to himself in the flickering candlelight. 

He turns his gaze away from a piece of wrinkled paper, then stares out his cracked window at smoky ruins after smoky ruins ...

Wednesday, September 24, 2025

Happily (N)ever After

balcony sunset
a table for one with sky
in my glass

I want to treat myself to a nice dinner after hanging up on my mother an hour ago. However, her parting words, "you'll regret staying single with no children for the rest of your life," float in the air like specks of dust catching the neon lights cast from New Heaven Restaurant's sign. These words now sit like rocks in my knotted stomach. I've heard them often since my divorce.

Most people around me still measure worth, success, and happiness in terms of wedding rings and strollers. "Oh, this weight of a good marriage with happy children," I murmur to myself. I notice that I'm playing with the phantom ring on my finger.

As I wait for my dessert, I look around and spot only two other tables-for-one in this crowded, trendy restaurant. I order another glass of wine to drown out the noisy voice from my inner demon. Feeling a little tipsy, I pay and walk the long way home to clear my mind, then I take a shower and go to bed even earlier than usual.

Drifting in and out of my dream,  I see something bright and soft swirling in a world of one color.

footprints in new snow
on the road to the church ...
muffled sound of bells

Sunday, October 6, 2024

The Torah tells me

"Your brother's blood cries out from the ground, but no one, including my rabbi father, tells me that it also cries out from the blood-stained uniform I wear, from the memories I shared with fallen comrades..."

The twentysomething soldier pauses for a moment, looking intensely at the reporter. "Most importantly, no one tells me that there is other blood crying out from a hand in the rubble, from a mother with her dying baby, from my dreams ..." Angrily, he turns around and walks away.

"Together We Will Win"
fraying at the edges ...
sirens pierce the night



FYI: For more poems about the Israel-Hamas War, Special Feature, October 7Selected Poems for Reflections on "CeaseFire Now" and "Saving the Children"

Tuesday, August 20, 2024

One Year of Freedom

A Eurasian eagle-owl, born in captivity, had lived in a cage in one zoo or another for almost thirteen years. One year ago, he spotted a big hole, likely made by a vandal, in the cage. He flew away into the sky above the concrete jungle of New York. Hours later, he soared to fame with photos of his empty cage on the front page of every local newspaper. And he got a name, Flaco.

Flaco swooped and roosted in Central Park, taught himself how to hunt. Every move he made was under surveillance from a distance through thousands of dollars' worth of devices -- equipped with long lenses and night- and heat-vision goggles -- used by the birding enthusiasts. They posted Flaco updates on Facebook, Instagram and X (formerly Twitter), with the urgency of breaking-news reporters. I've been a Flaco fan since the first day he became free. When I read these updates, they produced an instant hit of dopamine, which energized me and helped overcome my writer's block.

Flaco lived briefly in a community garden, and later moved in more urban environs. One birdwatcher reported that Flaco stared at him on a power line when he opened windows to let in the night breeze; another posted a tweet on X, saying that Flaco hooted for hours on his rooftop. The most recent update on Facebook was a grey-haired non-birder face-to-face with Flaco at the window sill for a few cozy moments.

blood-stained feathers
sun glare from the windows
of a glass skyscraper

the owl drifts
moth-like in my dream
false dawn

Monday, June 3, 2024

Russia Will Be Free

Putin's critic
given sentence after sentence --
inside the glass cage
he gestures to his wife
with hands shaping a heart

Prompted at the end of the documentary to deliver a message to his supporters outside the courthouse, Navalny emphasizes, “If they decided to kill me, then it means we are incredibly strong. We need to utilize this power to not give up.The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good people to do nothing." He flashes a smile at the end of the film.

He is moved from one prison to another to serve his 19-year sentence on charges of extremism. On one occasion, the contact with him is lost for three weeks; it is rumored that he is being denied food and kept in an unventilated cell. Finally he is located at a prison colony above the Arctic Circle, and he dies there months later.

a pink-haired teen
dragged and carried away
by policemen ....
Navalny's youthful face glows
in flickering candlelight



FYI: "Russia will be free" is a century-old political slogan used by Russian dissents. And the documentary, "Navalny," won the Best Documentary Feature at the 95th Academy Awards.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

From Twitter to X

The blue bird logo is replaced with a white X on a black background, and tweets are now just posts. Today, the new owner makes the following statement:

If there's a big scandal about me, my only request is that it be called Elongate.

I turn my head from the screen to gaze out the window, and take deep breaths in and out..in and out.

passing clouds
the thought of not thinking
of myself

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

In Wine, There Is Truth

Breaking News! New national poll shows hypothetical Biden-Trump rematch in a tie. Like blowflies, these black, boldfaced words buzz around what's left of my sanity. I put away the newspaper.

Each night has enough trouble of its own.

dim barlight
alone with a bottle of gin
I count Trump charges

Happy Hour
I raise the last glass
to my reflection

Tomorrow will take care of itself. This is America.



FYI: The New Yorker, Nov 9: The Warnings About Trump in 2024 Are Getting Louder

This was the week, to mangle a phrase, when people finally freaked out about Donald Trump becoming President again. “Whichever individual poll you choose to believe or not,” Susan B. Glasser writes in her latest column from Washington, “the data point overwhelmingly to Biden sitting at near-historic lows in popularity and being essentially tied with Trump, a man who is running on an explicit platform of revenge, retribution, and Constitution-termination.

And CNN, Nov. 10: ‘That’s insane’: CNN panel on what Trump said he would do if re-elected

“CNN This Morning” panel discusses Donald Trump’s interview with Univision, in which the former president hinted he would weaponize the Department of Justice against political enemies if re-elected.

Tuesday, September 26, 2023

In the Quiet All Alone

love’s not meat nor drink ... 
her farewell like cactus spines
piercing thoughts
of our time together
during the pandemic

Sitting for hours on the edge of this self-isolated world, a rented room of 600 square feet, I stare at its fifth corner—the one that once held our dream, now cracked.

Sunday, August 27, 2023

Make America Great Again and Again ...

“It would be great if an average Joe shot the spy balloon down because China Joe won’t,” Congresswoman Greene pauses for a moment, scanning the conference room for the reporters who show their interest in her idea.

Raising her voice in a firm tone, she continues to proclaim, “Any American who cares about the security of our country can do a better job than the government by exercising their Second Amendment right.”

the sky littered with white orbs
crowd after crowd of rifle shooters

Tuesday, July 18, 2023

Un/Truth

"George Orwell's novel tops all of the Russian bestseller lists in 2022. Really?" Raising her voice on the last word, the Foreign Ministry spokeswoman reacts to the West’s latest report on what's happened in Putin's Russia.

"I remember in the 1990s within the public school system," the spokeswoman pauses to clear her throat, then continues, "we were drilled that Orwell was describing the horrors of totalitarianism, instead of how liberalism would lead humanity to a dead end." 

"We now know that all the powers of liberal Europe had entered into an unholy alliance to corrupt the Russian youth who were hungry for truthful knowledge at the time. As Orwell wrote in his novel, 'There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.' This is our Russian stance." The volume of her last statement is amplified by the clicking of cameras.

a pink-haired teen
held face down in the mud
by plainclothes cops
her Nineteen Eighty-Four
torn apart page by page

Sunday, April 9, 2023

Never a good time

to withdraw US forces. That’s why we’re still there. We were clear-eyed about the risks. How many more generations of America’s daughters and sons would you have me send to fight Afghanistan’s civil war when Afghan troops will not?

With a small twist to his mouth, the President raises his voice to ask this life-and-death question. The briefing room then pulses with clicking sounds of cameras and reporters firing out question after question. He responds to each of these questions with the same answer in a soft yet monotonous tone: it's time for American troops to come home.

heat shimmer 
thud thud thud of Afghan men
falling off a plane

Friday, March 10, 2023

The Glory and Freedom Not Yet Perished

half-collapsed house
in the gathering dark
an old man
murmurs, no food, no water
except rain through the roof

Hours before the Russian government criminalizes independent war reporting about Ukraine, a series of videos is going viral on YouTube. These video clips are short street interviews conducted in major Russian cities, offering a glimpse of the new life after Western sanctions.

Recoiling from the camera, a woman in high heels states, "I support my President." A twenty-ish man in a black parka responds in a lower voice as if murmuring to himself, "I would rather not talk about it because it can be dangerous here." Peering again at the video diary of a Ukrainian refugee, a grey-haired man claims, “It’s not what reporters are saying on the news, and I didn’t hear that the President sent troops to start a war.”

silhouetted
against bombed-out condos
a pink-haired girl
plays Cello Suite No. 5
before soul-tired neighbours

Thursday, August 4, 2022

Another Stretch of Time

There were no excited voices begging me to open presents on the stroke of midnight on Christmas Day. Instead, my children watched movies through to morning in the basement with my wife. It took little exertion to exhaust me, and then I became angry at them.

frayed edges
of a vaccine banner
cases on the rampage

Since the virus moved in with me four months ago, my daily routine changed drastically. I constantly felt as if I were wrapped in a lead blanket, and it became challenging for me to get out of bed. After getting up, it took me more than ninety minutes to get ready for the start of every workday from home. Throughout the day, I took longer and more frequent breaks to boost my energy. After lunch, I would take a walk to refresh my mind. But sometimes I gave up halfway through the walk because I was sapped of strength. It felt like moving along carrying a load of bricks. I used to be a marathon runner, but now I couldn't walk more than nine or ten blocks.

Today is the 100th day after my discharge from hospital. After zooming and emailing for hours, I can't wait to crawl into bed early and get some sleep. Sitting at my bedside with a penetrating gaze, my wife speaks in a soft and calm voice,"When you can't do it alone, maybe it's time to reconnect with your childhood beliefs."

steep steps to a shrine
against the cloudless sky
one step at a time

Saturday, April 9, 2022

Jumping

It is not that I don't want to live. It is that I don't want to live like this ...

I stare at the ellipsis at the end of her crumpled note. It speaks to me of something unfinished, an unknown void that beckons. I really believed there would have been a love letter to me inside her, but her shame-stricken family had cremated the body.

alone
by the bridge guardrail
hush of snowfall

Drifting Sands, 13, January 2022

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

Politics of the Female Body

hands on her belly
in the gathering dark
Planned Parenthood clinic

“I know you’ve never faced those tough choices nor have you ever been pregnant, but for women out there . . .,” the Press Secretary is interrupted mid-sentence by another question from a male reporter from the Catholic news agency. “Who does the President believe should look out for the unborn, defenseless child?” A veil of silence falls over the briefing room.

Sunday, August 15, 2021

Life goes on

In her firm voice during an international press conference, Hong Kong Chief Carrie Lam claims, “We have 9,000 mainland and overseas companies based in Hong Kong, and many of them use Hong Kong as their regional headquarters. I assure you that Hong Kong is still good for businesses.” 

Carrie Lam looks past the American reporter with his hand held high in the front row, and chooses a young mainland reporter in the back corner of the conference room. Before he stands up and asks his question, the sound of a police siren rushes in through the half-opened door. Loud and louder, it drowns out the Q and A between the Chief and the reporter.

Hong Kong
and Independent
scraped clean
from boat sculptures in the park ...
this simmering heat



FYI: Insider, August 13:  Almost 90,000 people left Hong Kong in the past year. It marks the city's biggest population decrease in 60 years. And The Canadian Press, August 15: Hong Kong democracy group behind massive protests disbands.

"Although the Civil Human Rights Front no longer exists today, but we believe that different groups will continue to stick to their ideals, who will not forget their original intentions, and continue to prop up civil society!” the group said in a statement.

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Silent Epidemic

“312 people died of suspected opioid overdoses last month, more than the total number of people in the province who have lost their lives to the coronavirus.” The reporters turn to each other, not a word uttered. A silence envelops the conference room for a while. 

“I cannot express how shocking this news has been to hear,” says the province’s top doctor at the briefing, fighting to hold back her tears.  “The overdose crisis is rooted in pain. Stigma, shame and fear or distrust of authorities have prevented drug users from seeking help. Most of them died in the shadow of a back alley or behind the dumpster.” 

The doctor’s concluding remark unsettles in the darkest corners of my mind. I put the TV on mute and grow restless.
              
a baby
in the crook of her arm …
she writes we miss you
inside a purple heart
on the memorial walk




Vancouver Mayor Kennedy Stewart says he will ask the federal government to approve a plan to decriminalize simple possession of illicit drugs in the city. The move comes as the overdose crisis shows no sign of slowing, with 2020 tracking to be the worst year on record.  

FYI: BC’s Deadliest Year for Overdoses and a ‘Shameful,’ ‘Unconscionable’ Response: At least 1,716 people died in 2020, almost five years after the province declared an overdose health emergency. The Tyee, Feb. 12

Thursday, May 14, 2020

The Color of a Pandemic

A Washington Post photographer captured a shot of the President’s briefing note on March 19. It showed “corona” was crossed out with a black marker before the word “virus.”

The Prime Minister makes clear today, 12 days after the WHO pandemic announcement, that he’s out of patience with Canadians ignoring health advice. “Enough is enough, go home and stay home,” he says loudly with a stern face.

Chinese virus . . .
I get in the elevator
with my new neighbor
he turns his back to me
humming O Canada


FYI: See The Tyee May 7 analysis, The ‘Shadow Pandemic’ of Anti-Asian Racism: Stoked by divisive politics preying on ignorance, the threat grows and victims mount.

Added: Fifty-Seventh Entry, Coronavirus Poetry Diary

sleeping while Black
an EMT shot dead
by police

PoemHunter, May 14 2020

FYI:  Yahoo! News, May 13: Sleeping while black: Family seeks justice for Breonna Taylor, killed in her bedroom by police